Ma venue n’aurait été qu’un début
Du retour qu’aucune personne n’aurait crû
Lors duquel rencontrer ce clown à sept
Tête produirait tous les jours une grande fête
Bouillonnant dans le cerveau de ma plume
Dévêtue de tout ce qui est costume ;
Ne fus-je point né avec de vêtements
Pour qu’à visage nu portes-je mon testament
Langoureux pour toute oreille attentive
Mais dépêchant un camp à la dérive ;
Çui du lynx se disant indomptable
Tout pour masquer qu’il est incapable
Et mesquin, cultivant grande peur partout
Or ma venue sert aux miens le ragoût.
Bill NDI's Toil and Delivery can be as playful and loaded as the clues in a cryptic crossword puzzle, which is to say that they are marked by a strange, energetic hybridity. They occupy a dynamic space between nursery rhyme and visionary Romantic verse, between the colloquial and the archaic, between post-modernity and anachronism. They are local and global, political and personal, Western and non-Western. With experiences traversing both Africa and the West, Bill F. NDI is one of those poets who gives meaning to the word globalisation. He embraces poetry as a material act in a troubled world, with poetry's power conveyed with typical irony.
Blood ’twixt Green & Yellow
When the waves wash off our coast
Not far from the Chariot of God, our boast
Spitting flames golden yellow
Telling of forebears’ Sorrow
In
In our twisted tongue, Limbe
We dream the flames will be out
When the waves have come and gone
We wake up to see nothing undone
Not even the blood stain ’twixt green and yellow
On the flag flapping as the waves goad us follow
Not as our parents did with the République
That burnt, killed & buried
Where Paul as Jo before does pout. Waves of Anger
Excerpt from Mishaps and other poems.
Kamerun’s August Visitor.
When a thief gets into the safety vault
It is never any one’s fault
Not even when all is evident
The mission was by Mr President
Ordered just as I did to kill 1985
And to bury 1985
With none seeing me welcome 1986
Whose ghost, in this month of my birth since
Pursues me. And the journey I remember;
Awaiting high school GCE results
Harbouring no thoughts of assaults
And on board a bus from the
To the Grassfield where rest
I hoped I find,
To my ears the wind
Came chanting of Nyos, Cha and Subum
Where the bomb resounded boom, boom, boom!
And to nature, turned the architect’s accusing finger
And when in the future, I wonder,
Will my ears of the truth drink
For all I know if I think
And think properly is I didn’t touch the Grassfield
When I was told God’s chosen grandsons were in the field,
God indeed has shuttled them there quicker
And faster than would run any duiker
So they could minister care
And mask the tear
For all to delight
And follow the light
The light they threw away from the truth
He called himself a poet
Knowing his days were numbered
He shamelessly quintupled his shame.
What a shame!
When wind brought home his death
Instantly knowing not, pity rained
Before coming to learn of his game
Faking everything he ever did claim
His death for sure, he didn’t fake.
Yet his life and his death did justice cheat
Leaving all those trapped in his game maimed
Mol, Mol, Mol all fake dead or alive nothing has remained
Consciously he left that ‘E’ out of his name
A letter to have defined the spirit in him concealed
What other spirit could it be but that of a blemish
With criminal contamination acts, devilish!
Though humans shouldn’t judge
How can one face an act so horrendous?
Acts and life of lies leave none unmoved
And all would have it disapproved
As the world should his masters
From them he his trade learned
As the nation coffers they empty to fill theirs
And joining their crew he put on their feathers.
06-10/01/09
© Bill F NDI, 2010
Tamara
Little Mexican girl, when we met that summer
Your crimson red did stick out just like a flower
We fell in love
Madly in love
Led by Jove
To the cove
That’s where we came
And without shame;
Doing it in all positions
Caring not in what situation
Falling
Standing
Lying
Spinning
Sitting
Jumping
Flying
Landing
And to the ground
You turned around
In your words: “You know what?”
And I sought after that!
Hearing I’ll be father of four
For you and not father for four
Preordained before hand by a wife
Meeting one like you must be my strife;
Failing to heed this, on the way to hell
Am I bound as you must the world tell
From the depths of love where is no doubt
Mothering them you’ll forever be proud
And I forever shall know peace
Which even the ice shall not freeze
Yet, my ears I did block to this day
Harvesting your prophecy as pay,
Fruit of which taste not sweet but bitter
For thinking you desired a litter.
Lord, who createdst man in wealth and store, Though foolishly he lost the same, Decaying more and more, Till he became Most poore: With thee Oh let me rise As larks, harmoniously, And sing this day thy victories: Then shall the fall further the flight in me. My tender age in sorrow did beginne: And still with sicknesses and shame Thou didst so punish sinne, That I became Most thinne. With thee Let me combine And feel this day thy victorie: For, if I imp my wing on thine Affliction shall advance the flight in me. |
Goat in Black and White Skin
Running around DC hotels
Turned headless chicken
Scavenging for a man and a woman
Both mad in Love, caring less
For madmen, specialists, fools and goats
Who would find them in their hive
As if stumbling on a pasture
These goats nod with satisfaction
They’ve humiliated lovers, finding them!
Love in its wake, in its stormy sea
Laughs at the song singing down love
Laughing and laughing heartily
Prayers raining grey matter for this goat,
A lawyer robed in black and white.
A single piece with bare
and windowless walls;
a cracked concrete floor
crammed full with recyclables
and plastic storage bins;
three simple Styrofoam mattresses
lie close to each wall:
one’s for mum and dad
the other’s for my younger sisters
and the last is for my brothers and me.
We’ll lean them up against
the walls at daybreak,
just in case it rains.
The fluorescent flickers at 6,
and we start up – like meerkats,
and breathe in a new day.
We’re happy to have
a place to stay,
three square meals a day,
and one another.
Achirri
May 15, 2009